REFLECTIONS ON MY BIRTHDAY
Life is hard enough without carrying the enormous weight of disappointment; so drop the load and get moving it’s much easier to see the way forward when I’m are not hunched looking down. So I have disappointed myself, I’ve made peace with it and I’m going on. I’ve disappointed others sadly I can’t make them forget so I’m not stopping to moan am just moving forward
I will never stop being a mom; I will always see my child as a baby no matter how old they are. My baby will keep going through stages throughout their life and I will need to adjust my expectations. What I see for them isn’t what they will want to be and to be a good parent I will need to accept them for what they want to be.
Enjoy spending time with my baby when she likes having me around, coz this stage is so short so maximization principle is what I need. Cram as much happiness so that when she’s older we have already forged a relationship and she will come to me for help . I really hope and pray!!!!
I cannot force relationships, if we are not close its probably coz one of us doesn’t want us to be. I have friends I haven’t seen for years and when we meet it’s like we only saw each other yesterday. Either the spark is there or it isn’t.
Listen to my gut, just like Gibbs I can never go wrong trusting my gut.
I cannot please everyone, with this in mind I have phewed a lot of sighs of relief coz trying to be perfect is too darn tiring. Being myself is way easier and it saves a lot of time and really it’s the only me I can be.
Poachers are disgusting as they are ridding this planet of magnificent animals that are majestic and beautiful. My daughter needs to know that elephants, rhinos, tigers etc live in the wild and are not zoo animals.
Happy birthday to me!!